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It is the beginning of December 2010. I have been married to Michael for 3 wonderful months. We have returned from our honeymoon in Branson and I have gained a few pounds. It is time to really get serious about things. I am going in for a hysterectomy in the next few months and need and want to be healthier before I have to go in. I want less chance of complications during the surgury. I am starting first thing in the morning with tracking my points with weight watchers again and my first goal is to hit under 200 pounds.

A few days ago Michael told me that he has given up on me ever losing the weight. That hurt me more than anything else that he has ever said to me. I am going to do this to make me healthier and also to prove him wrong. The look on his face when he said that to me broke my heart. I am not even gonna mention this to him until I start to see some results. Then I will tell him I rejoined again and hopefully I will see a look of "proud" on his face again. It has been a long time since I have seen that look.

So I am heading over now to the weight watchers website to resign up. I am looking forward to the upcoming changes on December 6th though.

Michael I am doing this for you - for US.

Monday, December 6, 2010

DAY 6

Tomorrow morning is weigh in and I am anxious to see what this week has done to me. It has been a very very stressful week but things are starting to get back to normal again. I still haven't made any plans for Christmas yet until I get a chance to talk to Michael to see what he is doing. The last thing I want is for his parents to be pissed because I am spending Christmas with my family BUT I do want to spend as much time as I can this year as this is probably my last Christmas with my mom. Will check back in tomorrow morning with weigh in results.

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